Skip to content

Will a bullying victim become a bully? Not necessarily…

May 26, 2010

I was bullied as a child. Andrea and her friend — I’ve forgotten her name — emotionally tortured me for years at the small private school I attended.  They picked on me because I was different, because I was sensitive, and…because they could. I reported it to the teachers when I felt I couldn’t handle it anymore.  I told my mother — she gave me the age-old wisdom to “ignore it and they’ll stop it once they see it doesn’t bother you anymore.”  Only, it didn’t.  If I walked away, they followed me.  If I tried to ignore them, they stepped up the harassment. They made every recess a living hell, and even though it was a private Christian school, they got away with it.

Why was I a victim of these two older girls (they were in 4th and 5th grade; I was in 2nd and later 3rd.  It didn’t end until they left the school in the third year of the bullying)?  Well, for one thing, I was small — still am, but that’s another post! — and I loved horses, which they soon learned because it’s all I drew, my favorite subject. So, to “honor” my horse-craziness, they gave me nicknames: “Stupid Cupid” was one — a terrific racehorse name in their eyes, I’m sure. The other, completely original, was “Purina Cat-Chow.”  I guess they figured “Purina” rhymed fairly well with “Corinne” so that was their new moniker for me. They dogged me during recess, making snorts, whinnies and other appropriate horse-noises. They made fun at me, shoved grass in my face (after all, isn’t that what horses eat?) and claimed I carried flies back into class.  I couldn’t hang with my friends because these two taunted me to the point where my friends didn’t want to be part of the spectacle.

I really had a moment to recall this episode in my life the other day when I was interviewed on the topic of Phoebe Prince and the relationship between being bullied and becoming a bully. 

While there are certainly many instances where children who are bullied become the bullies later in life, it’s not always true. Some become strong protectors for other children who are being picked on. Some, like me, become determined to develop greater sensitivity and character in kids so they understand why bullying is so hurtful…and so wrong.  Unfortunately, for some bullying victims, we’ll never know what they would have become because they are killed, or kill themselves, before they have a chance to emerge from the horrors of youth violence.

But, regardless of what actually “becomes” of the bullied child, I’m sure their lives are altered in some form or fashion.  It may be that the tests they undergo as a result of physical or psychological “assault” serves to harden them to a sharp edge…like the finest steel must be seasoned by heat and blows before it is “cured.”  I’m not saying that it’s the way it should be, but crises do tend to build character in many of us (yes, but aren’t I enough of a character already?)

But not for all. Not everyone survives, not everyone overcomes.  If there were one simple answer to “what makes a bully” we could go to the heart of that issue and deal with it there.  Broken families may be a contributor.  So might abuse in the home.  But not always. There are plenty of abused, neglected children who don’t resort to this kind of behavior.  Likewise, some kids who have everything going for them in life, who shouldn’t need to behave this way, act out in the most vicious and hurtful ways towards others.  Recently studies indicate it might have to do with spanking…but that’s not certain either.

We do know bullying is damaging and hurts more than just the victim. It may give rise to more bullies, it may not. We may not be able to control circumstances that lead to bullying, but we can work to set up environments in which bullying isn’t supported and in which positive character and behavior is recognized and reinforced. We’ll likely have fewer bullies then to propagate this lifecycle of cruelty and violence. They will once again become the exception, rather than the too-frequent rule.

One Comment leave one →
  1. PDeverit permalink
    May 26, 2010 8:51 am

    People used to think it was necessary to “spank” adult members of the community, military trainees, and prisoners. In some countries they still do. In our country, it is considered sexual battery if a person over the age of 18 is “spanked”, but only if over the age of 18.

    For one thing, because the buttocks are so close to the sex organs, anal region, and so multiply linked to sexual nerve centers, striking them can trigger powerful and involuntary sexual stimulus in some people. There are numerous physiological ways in which it can be intentionally or unintentionally sexually abusive, but I won’t list them all here. One can read the testimony, documentation, and educational resources available from the website of Parents and Teachers Against Violence In Education at

    Child bottom-slapping vs. DISCIPLINE:

    Child bottom-slapping/battering (euphemistically labeled “spanking”,”swatting”,”switching”,”smacking”, “paddling”,or other cute-sounding names) for the purpose of gaining compliance is nothing more than an inherited bad habit.

    Its a good idea for people to take a look at what they are doing, and learn how to DISCIPLINE instead of hit.

    I think the reason why television shows like “Supernanny” and “Dr. Phil” are so popular is because that is precisely what many (not all) people are trying to do.

    There are several reasons why child bottom-slapping isn’t a good idea. Here are some good, quick reads recommended by professionals:

    Plain Talk About Spanking
    by Jordan Riak,

    The Sexual Dangers of Spanking Children
    by Tom Johnson,

    by Lesli Taylor M.D. and Adah Maurer Ph.D.

    Just a handful of those helping to raise awareness of why child bottom-slapping isn’t a good idea:

    American Academy of Pediatrics,
    American Academy of Child and Adolescent Psychiatry,
    American Psychological Association,
    Center For Effective Discipline,
    Churches’ Network For Non-Violence,
    Nobel Peace Prize recipient Archbishop Desmond Tutu,
    Parenting In Jesus’ Footsteps,
    Global Initiative To End All Corporal Punishment of Children,
    United Nations Committee on the Rights of the Child.

    In 26 countries, child corporal punishment is prohibited by law (with more in process). In fact, the US was the only UN member that did not ratify the Convention on the Rights of the Child.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: